Subarashiki Kana? Jinsei

It's wonderful, the gift of life. The idea that this wonderful universe can be inhabited by creatures of free will. The idea that we can experience and make experiences of our own. This world however, must've missed the point. Ever since the beginning, it's been consumption. From snakes eating rats to birds eating fish. You'd think it wouldn't get much worse. Then we came along. The filthy detestable human. We're a clear example of consumption, greed, and all that is negative. It all comes down to money, usually. It causes deception and murder. The fight for resources (oil, land) has caused entire countries to wage war, and cities to be destroyed. Religion has been the most controversial thing, and those defending it have either died or killed. It's funny, according to one such religion, we were made in a God's image, a spiritual being with free will. When you give something free will, how do you expect to bind it? In my case, certain people want me to be a certain way, but why? To feed their disgusting ego. "Spiritual" my ass. I thought I had it all figured out less than a year ago. That I could finally achieve my enlightenment. What a joke. When I read that Oni-Isshi found humans bad in general, I sort of took it personally a bit. I eventually had to agree with him. Even if there's just one good person in the world, there's no saving us. Actually, I can't believe I'd say this, but he's the only human I look up to, not the people I'm supposed to look up to like my dad and granddad. In fact, I look down on them, they only support dominance. I've been called a pussy by them, overheard conversations about me. It must be because my mom raised me. Trust me, it was for the best. She values knowledge. When I lived with my dad for a short few year, my grades went to failing. With my mom, straight A's all the way. It wasn't because I was stupid. I just got frustrated and became lazy. My dad didn't do anything to help, he just grounded me for a couple hours. I shouldn't be surprised. My dad was born a savage and still has that thinking, my granddad is from the older days and still has that mentality. Get this, my dad congratulated my sister because she's aggressive. As in, she gets in people faces when they talk shit to her. Wow, just wow. But let's not mention she had shit grades in school and dropped out of college. She's the only one who chose to live with him. Now you can truly understand what's going on here. I initially thought that my dad forcing me to join the military was to afford college. It was actually as I said earlier, to feed his little ego... So, that's how wonderful life is on this big brown earth. I really hope there's a better life out there somewhere...

I'm calling it here. This world can officially bite my ass.
The Oni would be doing the world a favor by destroying us.