What Just Happened...

I can't believe this is actually happening... It's just... How??? I just found out that I'm going to have another sibling. They'll be a half-brother/sister. Can you believe my 50 year old dad is having another child? I'm already my mom's age when she had two kids, that's how big our age gap is. Twenty damn years... Am I happy? I don't know what I am. That must mean I'll also have a step-brother and two step-sisters. I'm not particularly close to them as we don't talk. Although when one of those boy's friend comes by we play guitar together. Well, I suppose I'm glad, just very shocked. My dad did talk about wanting another child, but the poor kid won't have a dad that long, as he's reaching that age, plus he drinks so much he could die soon.

I need a break...