Kakurenbo

It's not everyday I mention this song. Truth be told, I only remembered it yesterday as I was in the car. I then decided that the solo seems easy enough. It's the only fastish solo I was able to learn. It may be fast although its kinda easy haha. Why don't I talk about this song much? I don't even know. I used to listen to it all the time then I think I started listening to other songs to try to get into them. This song feels truly modern Japanese to me. Kinda like an anime I suppose lol. Either way, I learned almost all the song as I can.

My Top Five Lyrics By Yuuka

I've just now gotten around to writing this post. I'm lazy hehe. Anyways, I just opened every lyrics she wrote and did a process of elimination. My list is a bit predictable though...

1. 儚い幻 (That one song she wrote for my birthday! Thanks again hehe.)
2. 華言 Sending... ~To isshi~ (Her first released song, for Oni-Isshi!)
3. 風上 (The windy song, I love Irodori and this reminds me of Genwaku No Joukei!)
4. 恋心 (This was inspired by a Kagrra, song which makes it that much better.)
5. 永々 Everlasting (I liked this one because it was well written.)

My Top Ten PV List

My Friend blogged about her favorite songs with PV's. That seemed a bit complicated for me so I'll just do my favorite PV's. Hehe.

1. Shi Mi Me Yu Ki Sa A - The naughty PV where Naoki gets beat down because people can't tell the difference between the pink yoohoo bunny and a brown bear.
2. Tsuki Ni Murakumo Hana Ni Ame - The longest PV being 9 minutes. I feel like Oni-Isshi was holding his breath during the silent parts as to not let the camera pick up his breathing hehe.
3. Irodori No Sanka - Sooo. A doll picks up a key to go into the real world, to pick up a key and go into the fake world. Cool story.
4. Genei No Katachi - Man, this was my top favorite a couple years ago. Might move it higher one day. The PV so red the Kool-Aid man said damn.
5. Sarasouju No Komoriuta - I just love how each member is portrayed in this PV. Although, I still wanna know Oni-Isshi's dirty little secret he says in the silence. Hehe
6. Ouka Ranman - Oh boy, this song gets me so pumped up I feel like I could punch out Mike Tyson! Akiya looks better in the red-pink I think.
7. Gekka Sousou - Probably the shortest we've seen Oni-Isshi's hair, still longer than the longest my hair ever was...
8. Shiroi Uso - I don't understand this PV. It's basically a terminally ill woman getting proposed to. If she will die anyway then I commend the guy for still proposing. Side note, I've never seen someone cry so many times within 4 minutes.
9. Sakura Zukiyo - This one is the saddest PV there is. The dad seemed like such a good guy. I feel bad for the girl. I assume she lost both her parents at this point. It hit me in the feels when he walks up to her and disappears. :')
10. Shiki - Ah, the PV where Oni-Isshi totally rejects the ghost girl. Sorry honey, he's too pro for you.

The list was so hard to put together, sorta like my other lists. Ha.

Shin's hair was always so fantastic, well except that one time...

What Just Happened...

I can't believe this is actually happening... It's just... How??? I just found out that I'm going to have another sibling. They'll be a half-brother/sister. Can you believe my 50 year old dad is having another child? I'm already my mom's age when she had two kids, that's how big our age gap is. Twenty damn years... Am I happy? I don't know what I am. That must mean I'll also have a step-brother and two step-sisters. I'm not particularly close to them as we don't talk. Although when one of those boy's friend comes by we play guitar together. Well, I suppose I'm glad, just very shocked. My dad did talk about wanting another child, but the poor kid won't have a dad that long, as he's reaching that age, plus he drinks so much he could die soon.

I need a break...

Subarashiki Kana? Jinsei

It's wonderful, the gift of life. The idea that this wonderful universe can be inhabited by creatures of free will. The idea that we can experience and make experiences of our own. This world however, must've missed the point. Ever since the beginning, it's been consumption. From snakes eating rats to birds eating fish. You'd think it wouldn't get much worse. Then we came along. The filthy detestable human. We're a clear example of consumption, greed, and all that is negative. It all comes down to money, usually. It causes deception and murder. The fight for resources (oil, land) has caused entire countries to wage war, and cities to be destroyed. Religion has been the most controversial thing, and those defending it have either died or killed. It's funny, according to one such religion, we were made in a God's image, a spiritual being with free will. When you give something free will, how do you expect to bind it? In my case, certain people want me to be a certain way, but why? To feed their disgusting ego. "Spiritual" my ass. I thought I had it all figured out less than a year ago. That I could finally achieve my enlightenment. What a joke. When I read that Oni-Isshi found humans bad in general, I sort of took it personally a bit. I eventually had to agree with him. Even if there's just one good person in the world, there's no saving us. Actually, I can't believe I'd say this, but he's the only human I look up to, not the people I'm supposed to look up to like my dad and granddad. In fact, I look down on them, they only support dominance. I've been called a pussy by them, overheard conversations about me. It must be because my mom raised me. Trust me, it was for the best. She values knowledge. When I lived with my dad for a short few year, my grades went to failing. With my mom, straight A's all the way. It wasn't because I was stupid. I just got frustrated and became lazy. My dad didn't do anything to help, he just grounded me for a couple hours. I shouldn't be surprised. My dad was born a savage and still has that thinking, my granddad is from the older days and still has that mentality. Get this, my dad congratulated my sister because she's aggressive. As in, she gets in people faces when they talk shit to her. Wow, just wow. But let's not mention she had shit grades in school and dropped out of college. She's the only one who chose to live with him. Now you can truly understand what's going on here. I initially thought that my dad forcing me to join the military was to afford college. It was actually as I said earlier, to feed his little ego... So, that's how wonderful life is on this big brown earth. I really hope there's a better life out there somewhere...

I'm calling it here. This world can officially bite my ass.
The Oni would be doing the world a favor by destroying us.